Camp with the Kids

Lenny Ackerman

My adult children and grandson were waiting for me curbside at Bangor Airport.  They had all arranged to gather at LaGuardia to fly up together for their exclusive week with Dad at camp. My son-in-law Peter was on his cell catching up with business as my daughters waved me over.  After quick hugs and hellos, everyone piled in the Bronco, anxious to get to camp–but not before our planned stop for lunch at Governors, a family restaurant which is part of a chain exclusive to Maine. 

                A family week together at camp has become an annual event for the past several years. When we are all under one roof again it is immediately like old times, though we have had our separate homes for years now.  Shared meals and campfire stories of times past and plans for times to come reconnect us and deepen bonds. 

                I planned to take everyone to Sucker Lake for fishing and a cookout.  Kara and Peter opted out for yoga and conference calls.  Brooke and Billy drove with me in the Bronco over the snowmobile path to the entrance of the lake area.  A bumpy ride but the Bronco handled it as advertised.  Greg met us there with a portable battery-operated motor for the rowboat moored at the shore.  The motor was silent so the quiet of the lake was maintained as we traveled the short distance to a small island for a barbeque.  Greg started his campfire while I waded into the water for a few casts.  Billy tried his hand at wading and casting alongside me and I noticed he was more confident in his technique this year.

                Lunch was a typical Lenny picnic menu:  hamburgers with mustard and relish.  The appetizers and dessert were catching a bass, so after a few bites I rushed everyone into the rowboat to find a spot where the fish were waiting for us. 

                We maneuvered over to promising-looking cove and before long Brooke and Billy caught several mid-size fish.  Dad landed a few but the exercise was to have the kids experience the lake and its surroundings.  There were no camps along the lake shore, no signs of anyone else.  Just pure wilderness.  Truly a heavenly place.

The State of Lobstering

While staying in Kennebunk, Maine this summer, I spent most mornings at Cape Porpoise, sitting at my favorite bench at the docks, sipping a store-bought paper-cup coffee as I watched the fishermen go about their business.   There was one lobsterman in particular that I often saw tending to his small craft, while the majority of his fellow seamen were out since dawn setting or emptying their traps. Eventually I established a friendly rapport with him – his name was Pete.  Pete told me a little about his life – 32 years old, married with three boys age between two and 12, and a daughter aged nine.  Pete’s wife runs a local children’s day care center. She is the sole proprietor, and her income is important to the family’s financial well-being, which was severely impacted by Covid when the day care was shut down.  Their children have been home schooled since quarantine but will return to their public-school classrooms in the fall.  Pete has been lobstering since graduating from high school; he received his training as a first mate on a 42-foot Down East-style lobster boat. 

                His days now start well before his family is awake.   Though he only takes the boat out twice a week, the earnings are enough to support his growing family when combined with his wife’s income.  But lobster, like other commodities, fluctuates in price.  The “dock” prices have dropped dramatically in recent months, with retailers selling the prized crustaceans for a few dollars less.  The reduction in price is happening at the same time as an increase in fuel and bait costs, as well as costly conversions intended to protect rare whales.  “There is something different about the price drop this time,” Pete said.  “This month I saw truckloads of lobster taken to the dump.  Folks can’t afford both lobster and gas these days.” 

Lobster was once so plentiful earlier Americans used it as fertilizer and prison food. Perhaps it hasn’t reached rock bottom yet.  I asked Pete what he would do in that case.  He gazed out at the choppy waves before answering. “I really don’t know,” he said, adding, “now I hear the government is going to reduce the number of traps we can set because lobster may declared an endangered species.”  Pete seemed saddened by our conversation.  He looked around at his mates, who motioned to him to scale the ladder down to his boat aptly– and ideally–named “Rebound.”

Camp with the Kids

My adult children and grandson were waiting for me curbside at Bangor Airport.  They had all arranged to gather at LaGuardia to fly up together for their exclusive week with Dad at camp. My son-in-law Peter was on his cell catching up with business as my daughters waved me over.  After quick hugs and hellos, everyone piled in the Bronco, anxious to get to camp–but not before our planned stop for lunch at Governors, a family restaurant which is part of a chain exclusive to Maine. 

                A family week together at camp has become an annual event for the past several years. When we are all under one roof again it is immediately like old times, though we have had our separate homes for years now.  Shared meals and campfire stories of times past and plans for times to come reconnect us and deepen bonds. 

                I planned to take everyone to Sucker Lake for fishing and a cookout.  Kara and Peter opted out for yoga and conference calls.  Brooke and Billy drove with me in the Bronco over the snowmobile path to the entrance of the lake area.  A bumpy ride but the Bronco handled it as advertised.  Greg met us there with a portable battery-operated motor for the rowboat moored at the shore.  The motor was silent so the quiet of the lake was maintained as we traveled the short distance to a small island for a barbeque.  Greg started his campfire while I waded into the water for a few casts.  Billy tried his hand at wading and casting alongside me and I noticed he was more confident in his technique this year.

                Lunch was a typical Lenny picnic menu:  hamburgers with mustard and relish.  The appetizers and dessert were catching a bass, so after a few bites I rushed everyone into the rowboat to find a spot where the fish were waiting for us. 

                We maneuvered over to a promising-looking cove and before long Brooke and Billy caught several mid-size fish.  Dad landed a few but the exercise was to have the kids experience the lake and its surroundings.  There were no camps along the lake shore, no signs of anyone else.  Just pure wilderness.  Truly a heavenly place.

First Cast

          I headed to camp solo this past week. I wasn’t alone intentionally, but my invited guests declined for various reasons.  Anyway, I wouldn’t really be alone once I got there.  I envisioned days of backwater fishing with my camp caretaker, Greg, using my new 4 weight rod—a birthday present from an old colleague—and I would spend at least a day on the water with Andy, my long-time fishing guide at Wheaton Lodge. 

My first morning back I awoke easily at 5:45am, the sun dousing me with warmth through the bedroom window.   Quick to caffeinate and with metal coffee cup in hand, I sprinted down to the dock for a few casts off toward the rocks, past where the local ducks were sunning themselves.  The bass were disturbed by my casts and fled, so I sat for a bit at the edge of the dock, scanning the lake and the few boats trolling for landlocked salmon and lake trout. East Grand Lake never ceases to amaze me.  What was my hurry this morning? The water lapping at my feet at end of the dock and the quiet sound of nothingness was like a soothing balm.

After a time I was ready for fishing – perhaps the gods would provide for a bit of catching. I headed to Wheaton’s and Andy greeted me with a grin. Knowing I would not arrive at daybreak he had already trailered over to Spudnick Lake and dropped his East Grand canoe into the water.  Wheaton’s had prepared us a cold lunch, which would give us more time fishing – no lakeside picnic over an open fire–as there was a thunderstorm forecast late afternoon.  We set off into a breezy but beautiful, partly cloudy morning on the lake. Sitting with the wind at my back I closed my eyes and savored the moment, the sun on my unshaven face, with only the sound of the small motor pushing us along to break the silence.  Andy steered us over to a small cove sheltered from the gusty winds.  We dropped anchor and using one of Andy’s hand-tied yellow poppers I cast into the still water among the rocks and downed branches.  Andy advised me to think like a bass: first scan the fly, then swim around it a couple of times then, if the fly moves, lunge for it.  So using my bass mind, I retrieved the line a few times and…whack a hit!  I set the fly and stripped in the line with my left hand.  I brought a lovely small mouth bass to the canoe.  Andy excitedly scooped the fish into the boat and grabbed his cell for a photo. He was as excited as I was to have caught a fish first cast out.

First cast first catch.  In a larger sense, it is almost a metaphor– for those times in life when taking a new chance on something yields results.  There have been times, when faced with a challenge, I went for something new—a first attempt at a solution—that led to a success. For instance, in my early years practicing law I decided to review the dissent in a case as the starting point for an argument to overturn precedent in a forthcoming case. This was an unconventional, fresh approach into unfamiliar waters that in the end resulted in a win. I used that strategy a number of times after that.  My first big case in the Hamptons that received some press came about when I argued against the Town preventing a portion of beachfront from development without any legal basis to support the ruling. My challenge came from the dissent in another case which argued that “policy does not make law only a properly enacted legislative act of the municipality.” In that case I cast into an area where the courts wouldn’t usually venture in overturning an action of the Town. The day fishing with Andy was a delight as always. Things don’t change much in northern Maine.  Andy’s Maine style reflects the nature of the water. He is even yet spirited. A great fellow to fish with.
Back at camp Greg and Darcy prepared for the next day at the backwaters off River Road.  I had in past years tried fishing from the top of the water, but now with nymphs I would try my hand below the surface. My old Grumman canoe was propped against a fallen tree when we arrived at the edge of the pond. The paddles were in tattered shape having been ravaged by a bear per Greg. As usual Greg used a tree branch as a paddle to get us into the middle of the pond.  I cast out, using my new rod and waited.  A very slight, almost imperceptible movement of the bopper sitting on the water surface was the signal that a fish was on. Greg yelled at me to set the hook. Like I wasn’t moving as quickly as I could once my brain registered that yes Lenny a fish was on one of the nymphs below the surface. We did not have a net so Greg brought the fish to the canoe by hand over hand stripping in the line.  A beauty–the colors of a Monet thrashing around in the bottom of the canoe while I took a few photos. Once again it was the first cast into fresh water.  I wish every cast could be a first cast.

July 4th, 2022

This year I decided, in anticipation of the July 4th holiday, and with the conflict in Ukraine on my mind, to do some reading about wartime heroism and bravery. I had read through some of Stephen Crane’s works over the winter, including his biography, so decided to tackle his classic novel, “The Red Badge of Courage”, as my war fiction read and, for a more current, nonfiction military account, “Against All Odds: A True Story of Ultimate Courage and Survival in World War II” by Alex Kershaw. I started with Crane and finished on July 4th with Kershaw.  Crane was a bit difficult and without the footnotes in the Oxford World Classics edition, I would have had difficulty with some of the references taken from contemporary Civil War sources. Crane penned this incredible book of man’s destiny in war in 1895.

            Four American heroes of WW II are the subjects of Kershaw’s book.  This book was faster reading, with vivid, detailed accounts of the heroic actions of the soldiers highlighted in the book – Audie Murphy, Keith Ware, Maurice Britt and Michael Daly – set against the backdrop of Hitler’s relentless, destructive efforts to thwart the U.S. invasion Europe. Each of these soldiers earned multiple medals for bravery. Each earned their their own “red badge of courage” i.e. wound from battle.  Their stories of heroism leave an indelible impression. 

            I ask myself why I am drawn to read certain books and authors. In Crane’s case, my interest was aroused by a review in one of the many book-related publications to which I subscribe, of a recent Crane biography by Linda Davis.  After that I was inspired to read his work, and started with his short stories.  When I picked up “The Red Badge of Courage,” I quickly realized I had read it once before, in college as part of my American Studies program. I recalled very little of it, remembering more of the scenes from a movie version which we also watched in the class. It was like reading it anew.  Crane was an exceptional writer who had only one trick pony so to speak.  Red Badge was it, and Crane was recognized after publishing it, but he died young without another full-length book to his credit. Many of his short stories are book beginnings. Crane was a war correspondent and bravely covered various wars and skirmishes for several newspapers and magazines. The Civil War was the great conflict of the time, but Crane, a generation removed from the action, was late to the rodeo. Instead, he wrote The Red Badge of Courage about the war hero he wished to be.  Kershaw focuses on the heroic acts that pushedHitler’s armies back to Germany, as well as the lives lost and the souls beyond repair after the war ended.

            My interest in both these books and particularly the significance of reading them during the July 4th holiday was to give context to the bravery and heroism we see today. We might consider brave soldiers those public figures, activists and people who do battle to heal the divisions in our society and—most importantly to me—those who fight to preserve our democracy as did the heroes of WWIl.  I read daily reports from the war in Ukraine, the stories of selflessness and dedication to the cause. These men and woman are fighting for Ukraine’s independent democracy.  Here in the U.S., we battle to preserve the freedom to make our own decisions as to whom we elect to higher office, for the freedom to make our own decisions as to whom we marry and the freedom to control our own bodies.  The heroes in our country today are those brave souls who fight for the rights of everyone to be their own person and true to their own values.

The Riverman

Lenny Ackerman

The Riverman

While on a recent fishing trip to the Sierra Nevada mountains, I finished reading “Riverman” by Ben McGrath.  On the surface it is a biography, but it is also a mystery, and at the heart of it, the author’s own story within the story.  McGrath, a young man from the Hudson River Valley in upstate New York and a writer for the New Yorker, describes meeting Dick Conant, a Hudson River canoeist traveling south, and how shortly afterward, he learns of Conant’s untimely and mysterious death.  What started as a casual meet up for the author turns into an obsessive search for information, to understand the canoeist’s eccentric, solitary, wildly adventurous life.   McGrath finds a trove of Conant’s writings, photographs and diary entries detailing a lifetime of river travel in a storage locker in Bozeman, Montana.  These documents create a trail for the author to follow as he sets out to find the truth behind them and about Conant himself.  In doing so the story becomes one as much about the author as the adventurer, as McGrath travels the country, seeking the people and places touched by Conant in his travels and studying the impressions left behind.  He learns that Conant was an elusive, larger than life character who measured his days by distances traveled on the water, and who was completely disconnected from the modern, digital world.  The truth of Conant’s adventures varied from stopover to stopover and McGrath concludes there may have been a great deal of fiction in the storage locker writings.  Conant’s mysterious and unsolved death is the ultimate unanswered question in the book since no body was ever found, only his canoe, with some scraps of paper, including one with the author’s name and phone number.   In truth, Dick Conant was many people – he had a vivid, imaginary love life, but many real friends that he made along the way –many of them like him, loners and forgotten by family. 

I began reading “Riverman” on my trip from New York to the High Sierras in California.  Little did I know when I started the book that I was traveling to a place very much like those the author found in his quest to unravel the mystery of Conant’s life and death.  Downieville, the County Center of the Sierras, is remote and in many ways like a step back in time.  I envisioned running the rapids, like Conant, in a pontoon boat down the Yuba or Big Truckee River, with stops in small towns of bygone days, meeting people along the way.  “Riverman” leaves the reader moved, and longing for a wilderness adventure.  

Summer Morning in Kennebunk

It is 8:00am July 3, 2022.  Patti and I are in Maine at our cottage in Kennebunk.  Next week I am off to my camp for a few days of undisturbed reading and of course fishing with Andy and Greg on East Grand Lake.  This morning I take my usual drive along the ocean, Route 9 to Cape Porpoise, where I first stop to buy my coffee and New York Times.  Then, it is on to my bench at the fishing dock on the Point overlooking the harbor and the inlet where the fishing boats are moored.  The cashier at Bradfords is decked out in his Boston Red Socks hat and a red, white and blue flag tie.  He is scowling.  The man ahead of me helpfully reminds the cashier that today is a holiday and he should be smiling.  With that the cashier laughs and his lips curl as he is about to say something but glancing at the long line of people he decides to keep his mouth shut.  I sip away at my coffee.  The early morning rush of weekenders and cyclists are here, fueling up, buying lunch and iced coffees to take down to the beach.  I pick up a paper and see the newspaper rack is low, which may be a result of the reduced volume of papers delivered each day.  Seems only half of what it was last year?  The papers on offer still represent a relatively wide range geographically, from Boston to Portland to New York, as well as a local weekly with mostly real estate ads. 

I drive the short distance to my bench on the waterfront and sigh with contentment in my solitude. I don’t feel like a conversation before I am fully caffeinated.  The parking lot is empty of fishermen–unusual except today is Sunday, the day before the holiday, and the lobsters have a day off before they succumb.  The wind is making my newspaper reading difficult, so I take a walk out to the dock. There are a couple of locals working the repair of the lift for a heavy catch like a tuna.  The large dog in the fisherman’s truck barks at me then realizes it’s a day off and he calms down.  I see among the strollers coming down the road a familiar character from last summer:  the mysterious older woman who lives in the large house on the water.  She is wearing a long raincoat and she makes her way up to the highest rock to scan the horizon for ships.  There are none coming in and she walks back, down the road, brushing her fingers along the flowering bushes as she passes by.  I think of approaching her but I recall last year she was abrupt with me when I tried to engage her.  A group of cyclists stream by slowly, looking around – probably for a public restroom, of which there are none, except in the restaurants and they are not open yet. 

The boats are like bowling pins in the harbor.  The low tide makes them stand out as if on stilts.  Off in the distance waves break.  A single sailboat is navigating cautiously.  With the tide out, Cape Porpoise is not safe sailing. 

It is a glorious morning.  I decide to take the top off the Bronco for the ride to our cottage.  I try a new route over the backroads to Kennebunk along the ocean.  There are signs offering handmade deck chairs and quilts.  I would like to stop but I know I will get into a conversation that will result in the purchase of something I don’t need.  I am happy and looking forward to going grocery shopping with Patti before lunch.  I will email my daughters Kara and Brooke to check in.  July 4th is very special to all of us as it was our anniversary – their late mother’s and mine.  This year would have been our 60th.    

Father’s Day

Growing up in upstate New York in the 1950s, what I remember most clearly about Father’s Day are the homemade gifts that we worked on for weeks in advance in shop class, before school closed for the summer. One year I labored over the construction of a tie rack, designed like a cowboy holding a long stick, over which the ties would drape in a row.  Like my father even wore ties?  Anyway, that was the task for all of us kids, to come up with something that showed great effort for our fathers.  By the time I was in high school, shop class long behind me, my mother would choose a Father’s Day gift from the family.  Despite her frugality, a week before Father’s Day my mother and I would take the bus downtown to buy dad a gift—usually something he could wear to work, like winter gloves or a flannel shirt—all on sale during the summer.  Afterward, we would walk over to dad’s parking lot and wait for him to close up. Then we would all ride home together, his present hidden in mom’s shopping bag.  

My mother’s gift to my dad on Father’s Day was to cook his favorite meal for dinner- beef brisket with sides of baked potatoes and roasted carrots, followed by chocolate cake.  Before sitting down to eat, my dad downed a shot of whiskey.  Then he dug into mom’s dinner like it was his last supper.  No restaurant could offer the same level of satisfaction and happiness as his favorite meal homecooked by my mom.   Whether the children attended this sumptuous meal on Father’s Day was beside the point with dad.  My sister usually found a reason to drop off a present and skipped out on the dinner.  My brother always seemed to be somewhere else—college, law school or selling something.  With mom in the kitchen, I was usually my dad’s sole companion and of course I watched what I said and how I responded to any questions he threw at me.  “Yes, school was fine.” “No I was not looking forward to summer because I am not going to camp.”  That one was my attempt to get him to agree with mom that I have two weeks away at Camp Seneca.  Usually between the first and second helping dad would be amenable to discussing the camp request which usually was about the cost. 

During my teens dad wanted me working the parking lot during the summer to cut down on his payroll.  I learned my negotiating skills by trading off hours at the lot for two weeks at Camp Seneca.  I was being paid, ha ha, and the salary was to be applied to camp fees.  Years later, when I got married and headed to law school, my mother presented me with a passbook to a savings account in my name with the notation, “Parking Lot Money.” My gosh my dad had kept his word.  I think there was $2,500 in that account.  My folks were real savers. I can almost hear my folks today, seeing the presents kids lavish on their father for Father’s Day: “Save for a rainy day, Lenny.”